guys real Shi after Putting my mental Health through so Trauma..

Which started with ddlc, and then moved to... Juujika no rokunin and then Cases Of uh... Murder and such... I Made Me Want to Leave behind Such a Flawed Species, That being said I May Be Delusional But Id rather die delusionaly Happy Than Accepting truth so give me a subject to Learn, I Must For The Bettering of Myself I ABSOLUTELY MUST I CAN NOT STAND THIS FEELING OF EQUALITY TO.... THESE CREATURES THAT EXIST ON THIS PLANET! (Im Not Crashing Out Yet.) tell me what to study... Math? Or Something Useful. I Have The Inspiration Of Delusion And Senku Ishigami I Can Do Anything.